Sunday, May 31, 2009

Brilliant.


Today was ei485g3bit6 :D
Because I saw my Bobyn and we went to Cosmic Corner and met up with our wife and it was awesome. We got coffee. We talked about life.
Then we missioned to Slack 'n' Slave for chocolate but got a bit lost on the way back because I thought it would be a nice idea to go to the train tracks and take pictures.

It could have been a bit warmer.
I could have not slopped soup on my dress.

But who cares! Robyn is lovely.



:3

Super lawlz

You'll do what you'll do and I'll do what I'll do.
It doesn't bother me.

It's just a little bit cold.


I washed my hair this morning, but I only dried my fringe (to avoid the crazy Elvis 'do, honestly my fringe is impossible) so the rest of it is just this mass of curly cold wet hair sitting on my shoulders.

But it's okay because at one I get to see my darling Robyn.











This makes everything okay.

A picture is worth a thousand words.


It takes a bunch of words to describe me, but I'm lazy so here's a picture instead.

The coffee cup, the hair pulled back because I'm too lazy to actually do anything with it, the pretty skirt my favourite LA ever gave me, linking arms with my new best friend.

Sun is really a thing I need more of.

Too many thoughts.


Starting at the top.

Yesterday my mother and I went out to the malls (a bunch of them) and we bought lots and lots of things. The idea was to find a pretty dress, something nice to wear that night. We went away with a lot more.

When I got home I cut up my dress and sewed it to fit me better and generally look nicer (it's from Farmers, but I swear you wouldn't recognise it) and then I put it on, did my hair and makeup, I put on my really expensive Italian tights and brand spanking new black shiny high heels.
We went out to this place called "Floorspace" and sat in the corner because the music was a bit too loud and thanks to the wine the people were a bit too loud also.

I sat in the corner, my pretty dress tucked away inside my coat.
Then we left.

We went to Indie Kingdom and I took pictures, lots and lots of night time pictures.

And then it happened.

A gaggle would be the right word.
I saw a gaggle of girls my age, all high heels and pretty dresses - hair done up, makeup done up. They were walking down the street, heels going click click click click, and they were laughing and talking quite loudly.
I said to my mother that I sort of wished I had a life, that I went out at night and saw people and went places and got dressed up and was just normal.

Not that I'm unhappy with my total lack of social life.
At this age I've noticed that silly people get confused with having a social life and getting wasted. But either way I don't go out at night, I sit at home watching cheesy movies (hello, Alot Like Love!) and writing blogs.

Enter Michelle.

What is the first thing you see?
Do you notice my hair first? Just because there is alot of it?
Or do you notice what I'm wearing?

Do you notice if I'm talking, or if I'm quiet?
If I'm talking do you think I'm a classic loud-mouthed idiot?
If I'm silent do you think I'm rude, shy, upset or just thinking?

If I make a mistake do you immediately judge me on that? Or do you wait to see if I fix it?

If you are told I have done something wrong, do you trust the person who told you (and the person who told them, and the person who told them, and the person who told them...) or do you wait to find out what really happened?

If I ask a question do you answer me?

When you realize everything has gone wrong do you blame me?

When I need you do you help me out, or feed me to the sharks?

When I'm gone will you miss me? Will you wonder why you pushed me away?


Does any of this run through your head when you first meet me?